| SoOoOoOo much to update on!!
[_] Snowball Retreat
[_] Fashion Show
[_] SPRING BREAK BABY!
No worries ... it'll get done SOON! Hope ya'll are having a great spring break and I'll update ... tomorrow maybe!
<3 - Cassers |
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| Hmmm ... I dont think I'm going to be posting in here very often anymore. Most of you probably figured that out though since I havent in awhile but not many people read this. I'm starting to question who really cares which kinda sucks ... Well maybe I'll post now just to get my feelings out - something I need to do cuz I dont express them enough as it is. As much as it shouldnt - this is really bothering me. I hate how the same things happen to me over nd over again - I should learn from it and expect it but it doesnt happen and it just seems to hurt more and more every time. I hate not knowing what to do about everything - I hate not having the answers to all my problems but I'm able to help others with theirs. I hate not knowing who to go to when I really need someone to talk to - isnt that something I shouldnt have a problem with? Yea - I have friends - most of them are freaking amazing - but some friendships I question sometimes. I hate change and even though we all say that nothings going to effect our friendship - things do and then I'm lost again. When I think about it - I really cant say that I'll be friends with most of you in 10 years - I doubt I'll talk to more than 3 of you which sucks - and thats NOT what I want - its just what happens in life. I mean - I cant even stay friends w. one person who really is an amazing person for more than a couple weeks at a time. All I want to know is why do things happen? Stupid stuff like this only makes life more difficult nd gives me a headache. I hate drama and I dunno how to stop it. I cant act like nothing happened cuz that only makes it a million times worse when it happens again. I like feeling needed - its not easy being friends w. someone just so they can have a friend if that makes any sense. I hate being friends w. you one period and then the rest of the day we barely talk. Wow ... I'm skipping around alot from person to person. I dunno if I can confront you about how I'm feeling - any of you - so try to figure out if any of this is for you. It's kinda for everyone in someway but not all parts.
This is confusing enough ... I think I'll end it there. I feel kinda better getting that all out of my system. Hopefully things will get better and stay better! At least I can look forward to the snowball retreat with all of my amazing snowball people! Ahh - definetly cant wait - except for the fact that this will be my LAST snowball! Dont want that to happen :o( I'm gonna cry like a big baby!
<3 ... Cass |
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| I know - I'm really bad! I'm falling behind with this stuff and its not even that I've been THAT busy - I've been busy but I've had time to do this! I'm just lazy...so with that being said - I'll do this later! :o) |
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